That's it. Nothing else.
July 25, 2026 at 6:37:16 PM
No one cared.
Not even a little bit.
I said I couldn't take it anymore, but no one came.
That was until I got angry, then everyone came.
Why is that?
Why is it that when I have to grab everyone's attention through so unethical things I finally get noticed?
It sickens me.
No one cared before, so why care now.
Crying over a stupid game, I wouldn't try to reveal that.
I mean, it was the only one that I felt real connection with.
Just a stupid game.
Saying that to everyone would be too embarassing.
But I made too much of a tantrum that it's too late.
They will laugh at me and put me in my grave.
Even after I leave, nothing will change.
I never got much attention at all, everyone just moved on to the next friend they would find.
I have so many friends and mutuals, but not a single one did they make me their first option.
It sickens me.
Maybe it was right, I don't have any friends at all.
I'm lonely, only looking like a ghost to all.
That's it. Nothing else.